What the deer remembers

by Elizabeth Garcia

 

when the bracken shakes first human 

first chartreuse of any year all the lives 

of the plowed earth the dream

of potatoes that sustains the waif

through the siege the long wait 

in the ground for resurrection

forgiveness the vined and mossy walls 

of the monastery the answer 

to the question you don’t yet know 

how to ask the weed sprung up overnight

veins full of milk its leaves like fingers gripping 

the bedsheet of earth moved with the fear

(like you my son) it may not be loved 

so it morphs to seed becomes the first last 

ubiquitous every possible future gowned in the air

a kind of knowledge like moonlight, its ache

its arcing voice and when I buckle 

let me smell all this, your hair,

let it be the earth and hold me up

Elizabeth Cranford Garcia’s work has appeared in publications such as Boxcar Poetry Review, 491 Magazine, Yellow Chair Review, Mom Egg Review, Psaltery & Lyre, as well as two anthologies, and has twice been nominated for the Pushcart prize. She is the current Poetry Editor for Dialogue: a Journal of Mormon Thought and previous Poetry Editor for Segullah. Her first chapbook, Stunt Double, was published in 2015 through Finishing Line Press. She’s a SAHM of three in Acworth, Georgia. Read more of her work at elizabethcgarcia.wordpress.com.