Festival
by Ashley Mace Havird
I watched my small daughter’s hands
plunge into jars of paint on sheets
that covered the kitchen floor. She was two.
Play of color, surprise of shape and motion …
She made a dance of red, blue, green,
transformed the sheets, her face, her body.
And I thought of the hands of ancient cave painters,
hands palpating stone to life.
Before play, there was no art.
Not children but, still, children of the species.
Eyes fresh enough to see raw beauty
in the skills of antlers, fangs, wings, claws.
In season the woods and grasslands grew fat
with horses and stags, cattle and bison.
Season of strong days that lifted the sun,
held it high and long. Season of births,
a woman’s rounding with young.
Before clay made a pot, it formed a figure.
Eden Gardens Elementary. Art
with Mrs. Hackenberg, where my child grasped
texture, tone, pattern. With brush and paint
formed what she alone saw. A tree leafing
stars into a purple sky. The rust-red river
of the city a snake with flamelike tongue.
Self-portrait: straight brown hair and bangs,
shorts and cowboy boots. Inside the box
of her chest, her heart the yellow shape
of a dog, our dog who died.
Before dog was guard or hunter, it was playmate.
For the painters of the walls of Lascaux,
Altamira, Niaux, Chauvet, play
was prayer made visible. Into these caves,
arteries that fed the deep beating heart
of the earth, they spirited the sacred animals.
Torchlight enlivened them.
Stampede of bulls, horses at a gallop,
keen-eyed lions on the hunt. Such magic
in the story, the dance, the song.
Before the bow became weapon, it made music.
Ashley Mace Havird (she/her), of Shreveport, Louisiana, is the author of four poetry collections, most recently Wild Juice (LSU Press, 2021). Her work has appeared in many journals, including Sewanee Review, Shenandoah, and American Journal of Poetry. Her novel, Lightningstruck (Mercer University Press, 2016), won the Ferrol Sams Award for Fiction. www.ashleymacehavird.com.